(#92) Parallel Lives & Returning to Oneness with Kerrie White

This is part 3 of the trilogy around the events, healing, and personal growth I experienced in August when my car was stolen and destroyed in a fire.

In the weeks following that event, I struggled deeply with feeling like I didn’t belong in Broome. It was as if I couldn’t settle anywhere, and all I wanted was to leave town. I remember telling Francois that I felt like I was stuck between two worlds—neither here nor there.

Then came my healing session with Kerrie, and everything became clear. I was experiencing the effects of a parallel life. I know! Weird? Strange? Is this something that happens all the time?

This may sound crazy or unfamiliar to some of you, which is exactly why I invited Kerrie back to explain and shed light on this powerful healing that brought me back to feeling like my whole self again.

If you’re not familiar with Kerrie White, I encourage you to listen to episode #57, where she shares more about her work in the Multidimensional Quantum field.
In this episode, I also want to emphasize how crucial energy healing was for me during this major life shift.

This episode is an eye-opener, and I’m sure it will have you reflecting on your own life and energy.

Have you ever experienced anything like this in a healing session? Or do you have a similar story you’d like to share?

Send me a DM on Instagram @annafhastie or email me at hello@annahastie.com. I’d love to hear from you!

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ep intro: 0:45

Hello hello welcome back to alchemy mindset i'm anna hasty and you are listening to episode number 92 parallel lives and returning to oneness with kerry white this is part three of the trilogy of episodes around the events healing and personal growth i experienced back in july and august when sadly my car was stolen and destroyed in a fire now if you haven't heard the story around this or what this all means head back to episode 90 and then you can chase it up with episode 91 so episode 90 i go through all. The things that happened the events and what happened afterwards and why i needed energy healing within this situation and circumstance because i tell you in the weeks following that event i struggled deeply with the feeling like i didn't belong in Broome like I felt like I couldn't be here couldn't be in my house didn't like being outside didn't want to be at the beach didn't want to be at the shops didn't want to be anywhere I felt like I just didn't belong in Broome anywhere I just didn't resonate with being in Broome's energy and space and I wanted to leave I remember telling Francois that I felt like I was stuck between two worlds neither here nor there but I was in one and out of the other I don't know where I was it was this horrible feeling then came my healing session with Kerry and everything became clear I was actually experiencing the effects of a parallel life I know weird strange is this something that happens all the time oh my goodness I personally have not experienced a parallel life shift within a healing so I know this sounds crazy or unfamiliar which is why I invited Kerry back to explain and shed light on the powerful healing that brought me back to feeling like my whole self again. If you're not familiar with Kerry White, I encourage you to listen to episode number 57, where she shares more about her work in the multidimensional quantum field. But in this episode, I also want to emphasize how crucial energy healing was for me during this major life shift. This episode is an eye opener, and I'm sure it will have you reflecting on your own life and energy so tell me tell me tell me tell me send me a dm on instagram or an email have you ever experienced anything like this in a healing session or do you have a similar story you'd like to share because i love hearing about other people's experiences and honestly i believe healings like this should be more common and more paramount for anybody's health and well-being so sit back relax and enjoy this amazing insightful conversation with kerry as she sheds light on that healing session that I had and why I was living a parallel life at that time and without further ado let's begin.

ep: 3:51

Hello, hello. Hi, Kerry. Welcome back to Alchemy Mindset. Thanks for having me, Anna. Lovely that I'm back again. No, no, you're back again. This is so amazing. I always knew you'd come back. I just didn't know when or in what capacity or how to roll, but welcome back to the show. For the listeners, if you haven't heard Kerry's previous episode, I'll link it in the show notes below, but by means have a tune in to find out who Kerry is, what she does and all the magic that she offers in energy and multidimensional quantum healing. Kerry, I've got you on the show today to talk about and help unravel the situation I found myself in back in August, where I got on a healing session with you online. And I was like, Kerry, my car was stolen. It was written off. And I feel like I just don't belong in this world right now. I feel like I'm neither here nor there. I feel like I'm in between two places at once. I know that this is happening for a reason and it's part of a bigger shift and like quantum leap, if you want to call it. But what the hell is happening? I just feel like I can't be here in Broome anymore. And what unraveled in our healing session was that I was experiencing the effects of a parallel life, which I've never experienced before in a healing session. Like I like understand that there's parallel lives. I've done a lot of healing work with you and others and on myself around past life. That to me makes complete sense. But parallel life, like I was like, whoa. So I would love you to share... Today, what is all these timelines and lifelines and things like that for the listener? Because I think for you and me, it's easily like we talk this, we live this, we understand it. But for anybody from the outside, it's like a parallel life. Like, how do I know if I'm living a parallel life? So I'd love you to begin. What exactly is a parallel life? Like, how do you identify that or know what that is? Parallel life is, the way I would identify it is I can feel that it's actually a version of you so it contains the same energy field of you in this life so I suppose it would have the same body the same personality the same kind of persona but then there's almost what we'd even call a fragmentation of that so again even like past lives could be classed as a fragmentation as well but the way to determine the difference would be this is a fragment of the whole of who you are in this life like it has the same journey that you've been on up until a certain point and then it decided to split and it's interesting because when we get this split it's almost like a version of you with a lower consciousness because again like in a way when we look at it every part of us is almost like a fragment or a fragment of source itself so to become even more fragmented means we're coming even more separated from ourself and this is why it becomes so detrimental to our day-to-day lives when we have fragmented parts because really we're going back to wholeness to oneness when we get a fragmented part a part of us has become so. Indecisive it's almost like it's a charged emotional field that creates almost like a separation of a part of you and it we don't feel like all fragment of you kind of breaks off but because it's such a small aspect of the wholeness of who you are in your life your attention your awareness still stays where you are but this fragmented self is that'll kind of go off and it'll start almost like going off on a we could almost say as if you know if there's a radio station and you're on a certain frequency and this becomes a certain frequency 0.1 you know and you have stations where it's like 90 f.1 or whatever it's almost like it becomes a 0.1 of your frequency and then it kind of lives the same life but then because it took a different kind of thought pathway because it's usually created through trauma which creates that separation it'll start and. Going on its own little way and you may at the time when it happens there could be so much happening like an emotional event a traumatic event that you actually won't notice that a part of you separated off and because your consciousness is going to stay with the majority of your consciousness it then just becomes this fragmented part that almost feels like it's on its own little path somewhere there will be still aspect of your highest consciousness that's connected to it we could almost say insignificant to the consciousness of your life and all your purpose where you are right now then that kind of like starts just going off and when these parts because there are a lower consciousness and they're usually created from despair or lower emotions then you can understand that that is going to not be a very good. Kind of energy that's going to be kind of manifesting for that version of you yeah okay yeah I was almost going to ask that like is that version of you going to be living or that tiny aspect of you going to be living like a positive happy is having the best time of its life or is it going to be as you said in that low vibrational state very much low vibrational state and this is where they become like a hindrance to us because you'll start to feel not quite right when they get to the point where you might actually start to notice it this could be like years later do you know i mean like this because again it could have just been playing out a similar life to what you're living but it's going to be at a lower frequency because it's got hardly any of your connection hardly any of your consciousness flowing into it so it's going to start making a lot of you know almost like lower thought form decisions along that path that can start to trip it up and again it will be based around the frequency of what caused the separation so it's gonna just start you know the ones that I've tuned into myself that are fragmented I was literally like heartbroken for parts of myself that went through what they went through because of that fragmentation with myself it was domestic violence and parts of me that you know stayed or didn't stay or you know like or had a really bad experience that day that fragmented and when I pulled those pathways through I was like oh my goodness I'm so glad I made the decisions I made and went my way. Was that part of me that was like, oh my God, I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. That kind of that fragmented, worried aspect that stayed in that, you know, that relationship. Wow and I was almost like how can this even be me how can this even like because I could see it was me that's the thing like when I was tuning into this is how I've actually got quite aware of it myself because I was like this is me but it's it's me at the age I am now and then when I fold it back it was actually a fragmented part from when I was 28 when the trauma happened to me at 28 from 28 years like you know it's still the age I am now it was aging as I was aging but it would totally took the path of staying with that abusive relationship and it was not a good place I was literally there was actually so little life force in me in that life it was like I was completely black wow but there was a spark of me in there and that's the thing because this is what happens it's like there's a spark of me in there that resonates with who I am here but that spark of in me was covered in darkness. So I had to literally, you know, go in there and recover myself. And I had to actually clear and collapse that whole timeline of that version of myself had had all those years I've not noticed that it was gone from me. And that's kind of what we did with you as well. We kind of like we had to peel back and go like, okay, this version of you has been experiencing all this stuff that's actually not in alignment with who you even are today. Like this wasn't happened to Anna you know like this just doesn't happen to you no and that's the same when I was tuning in to me I'm like why would I even make these decisions why does that even happen because again it's coming from almost an irrational worried you know it's probably the most vulnerable aspect of you that just and then that aspect that is making decisions so it can be really chaotic but the beautiful thing is we can integrate them back in and heal everything that they've been going through which again can feel quite bizarre and within my own story of that when I actually brought back and healed down and collapsed the timeline the 28 year old version of me kept coming in and it was like I couldn't remember how to do things it was really bizarre so I had a day where I was like. Why can't I remember how to do this oh it's that version of me that never learned any of this stuff it's that version of me that never had all the experience I had from 28 onwards in this life and that version of me was clueless so I was literally like okay this is not me this is 28 year old me and actually yeah I didn't really know very much at 28 it was what I got to learn as well I was like, I didn't realize how much I didn't know until I connected to that version of me and was like, wow. So I then had to almost grow that version of me back up, integrate into the wholeness of me at my age. And how did that work? Like, how did you do that to bring them up to speed? Like, okay, sit down, babe. I'm just going to give you the summary of how we get here. Or was it, again, just through like a healing in itself? Yeah. so it's almost like it's how we would do the fragmented parts which I actually do teach this in my level too so fragmented parts we can get inner child parts of us and basically that's what it is but some most of the time fragmented parts just become trapped in us you'll have a traumatic experience or a highly charged emotional frequency and they'll just be trapped in parts of you and you don't actually get it very often that they become a parallel life like I've not found very many of these. So I would say I don't know how actually common it would be. Mainly when I tune into them, there'll be fragmented parts that are just almost like a picture or, you know, like they're trapped in space and time and they're not actually traveling anywhere. They're just kind of stuck. But the part of you that almost goes into a parallel life that continues to live on, like, I'm not sure of the exact, you know, energetic frequency of that, that it's almost like it must just have so much more momentum of what's next, that it actually just continues on. So I can say that would be the only thing that would distinguish it. But again, we heal exactly the same way, really, by the acceptance of everything that that part is going through, acknowledging even how different and how separate it can feel from the current version of you and again just that empathizing with who you are in that moment because it's still a part of you and I think this is the important thing to realize here that even though there's parts of you that you can be like oh my goodness why would I have thought that why would I have done that you just have to have full compassion empathy and love them and it is in that loving and that integration and full acceptance of who you are that then that part starts to integrate back and I would say that when the 28 old version of me did fully come back in and again she was pretty stubborn I feel back to how I was then and she was pretty stubborn which is why when I first did this session on myself she didn't fully integrate she kind of thought she knew it all and I think we all got through that stage in our 20s where it's like well I'm 28 now and everything yeah Exactly. So it was like that really kind of stubborn energy of she thought she knew what was best. And I had to just really just relax into that with, okay, I understand that. I understand what it's like to feel that way. And it was just that that then kind of, I would almost say they kind of evaporate into the oneness then. It's like as they start to surrender into, okay, I actually am not 28 anymore. And then it came into the wholeness of who I am. Yeah. yeah I remember like in our session like talking about that dissolving of that part of you back into yourself like the integration I remember I mean we called her poor sad Anna because she was just like the most perfect life like it was pretty sad what she had endured and if anything and I think I'll try and keep my train of thoughts like without jumping around here so integrating her in I remember like saying hey babes you got to come over on this side like it's far better over here like you're in the wrong place and just putting my arm around her and saying like just a small child like it's okay I've got you now like we're gonna we're gonna feel better soon and we're gonna feel like we're where we're meant to be and it's okay like this stuff isn't gonna happen anymore and just really just bringing her in and just going you're okay you're safe now rather than being unhappy with oh how could I possibly have done that or like you poor bugger you know like not having that like you said empathy love and I guess like it's like forgiveness in a way or just acceptance and just bringing them back in like I remember putting my arm around her and saying just come to this side this side is the good side this side is where you need to be now it's like you've got a little bit lost but come back to me I think you need to tell it that yeah yeah exactly like just bringing her in and just saying well we're back to normal and. You know, normal, but you know, we're in the same place together. And the way I saw it was like, whenever this shift happened, it was like train tracks. And then she's come back again. Like you identified that her experience. So this was the thing that got really trippy because I said to Carrie, like, I felt like I know that they were physical people that came in, but I feel like they were energy that came into my house. Like, I still don't believe that it was a physical person that came into my house I feel like it was energy that came into my house and that's why I guess I don't feel so violated in a way like as in like a physical presence had been in my house and what you identified was that somehow how this all ever evolved is that they were elements of this lifetime and what happened in her lifetime was the car actually got stolen the car was stolen in sad Anna's lifetime and it's somehow translated into this lifetime as well but her experience was far more horrific like she was attacked by these people and I could sense that like we could feel I could feel like you sensed that she was hit over the head I could feel that too but like there's still like the stranglehold around her neck like she had a real ordeal with these people I got the lucky end they just came in and out right but again I still felt like it It was almost, in the way I pictured it, it was like my car was there and then it just evaporated. Like it didn't actually go anywhere. But it did because Francois saw it physically down the road burnt in the bushes. But that's how I've sort of associated this whole entire experience. And that's kind of what happened then the description of the train tracks is perfect because this is how it's like they would have been running parallel so the closer they get then it starts to have this parallel that could overlap each other and that's when people might even experience you know when they're like why do I all of a sudden feel really depressed or why is everything going wrong today and then it could be okay again but again it could be like these train tracks of those parallel lives that could start to overlink and overlap yeah and that's kind of what happened with you but it's almost like with you your higher consciousness needed that to be fully processed because sad Anna was having such a horrific time that her experience was dragging you down like as like that fragment of your soul that was trapped in that experience she was just getting weighed down with all that stuff that was happening to her and it's almost like the highest version of you were like we've got to somehow get this healed but we have to let Anna know that it's here and the only way to do it was then to allow that crossover so it's almost to almost rescue her and again this is how safe you are in your current life though that you. Completely didn't have any interaction with those people you completely missed that whereas sad Anna you know like she had all that but she had to be rescued because it was almost like with that traumatic experience for her to continue on with that it would have really dropped your vibration and you were in that zone where you're like I you know you're traveling up you're traveling into more higher consciousness and there was no way a fragment of you could remain in that trauma it's almost like that we say in the radio signal the signal so close together that it's just a tiny little dial switch to one side and boom it's in this life so there's so much going on in that in that realm and even just hearing you say that like we identified that she'd been having a pretty rough time in Broome anyway. And what I was feeling at that moment in time was like I just wanted to get out of Broome, like I couldn't be here anymore, like my time was done. The egg time had gone off and I was like we're done. Broome, we're done. Like my energy, what I've received from you, what I've learnt from you, what I've gained from you is done and I'm ready to move and I've got to get out of here. And what you had identified is that this was basically literally the nail on the head, like it was like done, enough, I can't be here anymore, I want to get out. And yet as you're saying as I've heard you just say then you know if I'm shifting and up leveling my own consciousness into this new realm or this new era or this new phase of my life she's still like that little anchor that's pulling me back but it's her experience is so strong that I was getting stuck in there like I literally said I feel like I've got one leg in this world and one leg in another world and nothing feels right so once she was integrated I finished our session and I walked out the room and I was like, fuck, I feel better. I feel so much better now. I feel free. I feel free. Like instantly. It wasn't like a day. I mean, obviously I began to feel more and more myself as the days progressed. But after that session, I kid you not, I just felt so much more myself again. Like everything was going to be okay. Everything was fine. I guess I had that understanding of what was going on but I'd felt the energy shift and change to be able to identify that. This is me being in my normal what that was was not normal and I wasn't going crazy and I think this is one question I had for you because it went through my mind was how do people know that they're experiencing something like this and maybe it's not necessarily parallel life like you know other things that you work on for people such as energies entities all those kind of stuff energetic stuckness if you want to just label it as a broad term but like I thought to myself if I didn't know this was something energetic and that I needed energy to complement everything I've gone through to work through to heal and resolve this situation would I have gone to a doctor and what would they have given me to just deal with this you know like how do I translate this to someone in the medical profession that I feel like I'm neither here nor there and I'm just not in my body anymore I don't feel right like how do people live their life and not realize that actually energy healing is probably what they need more than another medication or something to numb. This pain like I could only imagine turning to alcohol and I don't drink to get me out of this situation but how do people not know this is what went through that how would you not know that this is something that you would that isn't something that a doctor could fix or help you with I mean when I feel into that it's almost like I feel like a doctor would be like well you're bipolar you need to be on this medication now and again maybe that is what a lot of bipolar is there's two different minds going off in two different ways and which one is stronger i mean that could be a very real aspect about why some kind of bipolar mind even manifest in people and again it's not integrated because it's like a magnet your soul wants to come to wholeness it wants to come to oneness like that's literally here so eventually no matter what these fragmented parts they could take weeks months years but they're gonna want to come back to integrate but when they come back to integrate they're going to create a little bit of a ripple of an. Imbalance and this might be a good way to to be able to determine like i've been traveling okay now i've been doing a lot of spiritual practices or maybe their health's improved and they're starting to feel really good and this can be a key fruit where some people are like when i was doing so well and then this happened and it's almost like what you want to look at is your frequency has been increasing which is beautiful so then you become a stronger magnet for oneness for wholeness these little bits of your fragments here these parallel lives or even past lives as well they will then want to be integrated because they know that you're coming back to oneness so then you become this magnet for wholeness. As you can feel into those little fragments, they're going to be holding these frequencies that have emotional and mental charges in them. When that emotional and mental charge wants to come back into the oneness of who you are, you have to process it. And that can be literally when, you know, like stuff starts to go wrong in your life, or you could deem it as going wrong. But really, it's almost like, okay, there's a part of me that wants to integrate. And this is why I feel like practices such as meditation and contemplation that when something is going wrong you don't just fall into the spiral of it that you pause you take a breath and you're able to start to really feel into it like okay I was going really well my vibration has been increasing why is this happening to me now do I just need to love more of myself here is there parts of me that weren't loved or that were separated from me that need a return and very likely it's going to be a yes so this is just knowing that when you are on a journey of you know getting your health really well you're increasing your vibration by doing lots of exercise and meditation and spiritual work that you are going to get the blips but they're only because you're bringing in a oneness and, again a lot of people are put off by the journey of that because they're like i've been, this forever and this and now this something else but again that's kind of what you've got to almost look at yourself as a magnet. And the stronger you get and the more healthy you get, you're going to magnetize back these little bits that need your help. And it's because you're conscious that the capacity that you can now process that, that it has came back. Because if you're not at the capacity that you can process it, sometimes it just doesn't come back. And then that's when we get a lot of then the past life stuff comes in. Past life energy is the same in a way that it's stuff that you were unable to process emotionally and mentally physically from a different lifetime that then just became a the a locked up bit of energy that is just now floating around unprocessed so it's kind of like knowing that we can create that in this lifetime and if we don't process it we carry all the baggage from all the other stuff we didn't process plus the the current life stuff to the next life and then it ends up that then you're a little baby and a child that then has to have even more stuff, yeah yeah yeah then we have to go through the lifetime of that stuff plus everything else that we've been carrying forwards right yeah yeah yeah so we're in a process now this I almost feel like a lot of us in this generation that we're in now we are the ones that are unpacking so the generation before us I mean you actually can find that maybe even your parents are starting to unpack a lot of this and they'll call it the it's almost like I remember my dad says many times oh I just keep having all these memories just random memories of what people said to me when I was younger and I was like dad you're doing a life review I was like just contemplate with it let it process through you because all of us now because there's so much light coming to the earth we're actually being like guided into you need to process what you've not looked at if you don't process. Then it's going to accumulate and humanity has been accumulating too much over too many different generations now. And this is kind of why we're in this real kind of stuck where there's more health conditions and mental illness than ever before. And all it is, is a highlight in the fact that we haven't fully processed what we've experienced. And literally, as a soul in a human form, we're here to process our experience. If we don't, it starts to trip us up. Like literally, that's the reason we're here to fully process the experiences that we move through if we choose to block it away or like you know like is that that energy of oh just hide that in the closet sweeping under the rug we won't talk about that we won't look at that again that is creating all that noise in the background and then it creates that sickness and it can manifest in many different ways again when i even see them people with different diagnosis it's almost like the same kind of liberation to health is usually the same pathway deal with that that you couldn't process and you will get better yeah that's so interesting with what you're saying about processing everything that we're in this lifetime and that we are a generation that's opening up that doorway and the way I see my own journey within this is that what I work on myself is not only shifting and changing the timelines and the life that my daughters will have but also further back like I'm healing my parents and my grandparents and their grandparents and generational lines back that way and then. If we're looking at like past lives, then I see like I'm influencing those lives and all those connected around those lives. So it becomes like this massive spider web of healing backwards and forwards, which I feel like is very powerful. Like it's such a gift to be able to do that in a way where it's, yes, I'm working on myself and that's amazing. Like, don't we all want to work on ourselves to be the best that we can possibly be? But I'm also gifting this backwards and forwards and sideways. I guess you could say as well, because Francois is also being influenced by what I receive that it's extending out as a big spider web of healing for everybody yeah it's like we're healing the body of humanity and you can think of each one of us we're almost like a cell within that body and when every single cell starts to kind of heal itself it creates a ripple effect and this is why we'd be almost become the antidote for the whole when we have those aha moments when we have those shifts into our own oneness we become a signature within the whole and again like when you think of humanity what is humanity it is a full fragmentation like it's a fragmentation of a great whole so we can feel how we're all going back into that oneness yeah and I feel like this is something that's just comes out through when I offer my sound baths is that we are coming back to ourselves like we need to come back to ourselves without all. The distractions of whatever we've done on our day-to-day journey in life come back to one to receive this healing but knowing that then you're a beacon of light as I like to say as you go out in the world and this is having a ripple out effect we are literally heading into this phase of Aquarius now where you know like everything's changing into self-mastery and this is where you you don't look to other people so much to help you yes you can have healers guide you through stuff and that's why when I do my healing sessions I very much like to get someone in tune with where I'm at and guide you through it so you get to learn and empower yourself through the whole process of liberating yourself and. Basically, I like to be like that guide within that process because we're all going into mastery and it's like mastering the self, mastering like our own emotions and our own thoughts. And when we start to become into mastery, we're not looking for someone to rescue us. We start to empower ourselves and then empowering the self then can be, I'm going to look at all the stuff I've not processed because that then will empower me. Like whatever, what was I scared to look at in the past that now I'm empowered to look at now? So we're heading into a whole new chapter of humanity for these next I think it's like 20 years now in that vibration that we're going to be moving into yeah and like you said for anything and we can witness this through the world there has to be when there is a shift or something like that there is that ripple out effect and it may cause chaos and it may cause like upheaval but it's almost like you have to shift that out to allow more light through and to have these breakthrough moments to have these healings to have these integrations because as you said we're all coming back into this oneness thus wholeness and I keep reminding myself like this whole experience for me wasn't that it was happening to me it was happening for me like as soon as those police officers walked through the door and said are you the owner of this vehicle it's been stolen and it's now burnt whatever burnt out I was like okay this is part of something like I'm not. Yes, I know I'm going to have to integrate all this. I'm going to have to go through all these processes and emotions and feelings and everything else. But I know this is actually part of something and I'm not completely flipping out over it. I have acceptance of this. And I think that's why I haven't had that feeling of like I've seen it before on Facebook community groups where people just rip through and say the most horrible and violent things and thoughts around what they would do if they caught that intruder, which yes it's not nice to have someone come into your house uninvited in that way but I just had no feelings towards them I'm like I have nothing towards you guys like there's nothing I know you did this and it's wrong but there's nothing there I know that this is part of what's something bigger that's happening for me and I accept that and to see it in that light was also a bit weird like part of me was going are you sure you're not going to get revved up and really angry and really like how dare this happen you know but yeah I feel like when we have these experiences there like you said that contemplation and the reflection the meditation is this is happening for me for a reason and I feel like sometimes that is a really hard thing to understand when we have dealt with some really big traumatic experiences and situations in our life yeah definitely and it's almost like you can see how like it happened with so much in a way like the most you were the most protected way it could overcome like needed to integrate like you had no interaction with them and you the first you found out was someone knocking you know the police who were safe people. Told you and by the time it's like the police are involved it's like oh well this is already safe now like so it's almost like you your interaction with it was the most easiest way it could have unfolded for you and again we could always be like well why did my car happen to go but again the car was insured you can get a new car from the insurance it was a little bit of that again it's like a little bit of a hiccup that we can experience it's like how much learning has came from that how much integration how much wisdom now you've been able to hold from that experience and wow was it a gift absolutely and then you got to we did some work on them guys as well didn't we we did yeah in our second set oh well I think in the original session you said that there was like a karmic relationship that had to be healed between me and the main person and then that all sort of got kind of resolved within that session and then in our most recent one because the police caught two people in regards to the whole theft and that we just did a bit of a healing around me feeling safe within my house again and within myself and not having and sort of I can't remember exactly what we did around these guys because I did do my own meditation and forgiveness prayer because I realized that actually while I didn't necessarily have big strong feelings about them or to them, I still felt like it was my, I guess that I felt like there needed to be healing or some sort of, what's the word. Not resolve, but resolution between this situation, between me and these other people. And that's where I was like, Anna, this is where you have to do your forgiveness prayer. You have to do your Ho'oponopono because yes, it's hard for you to say, but they did wrong to me. But the whole process of that is making right twice. And you're the one that's empowered and of the vibration where you can heal that, they can't. They're never going to come to you and say, please ask for forgiveness. I'm sorry. Thank you. I love you. They're not going to do that. you have to do that for them and for yourself. So I did that. And then I did another meditation about calling my power back because I felt like in that moment, there was a part of me just around the idea of having to like maybe be in front of them if I had to go to court to give a statement or something. But I just realized that actually there was an element of me that had lost a bit of my own power within that whole situation. And I called that back. But then we did, I can't remember exactly what we did in the second session around all of that, like just feeling that little bit more safer within my house like bringing safety back back into my vibration yeah yeah there was so much we had to work on there wasn't they with bringing back and again like you say certain people we have to heal within our own healing then they're going to do it they're never going to do the work so it's almost like when we clear our own karma and our own involvement in it we're clearing such a ripple of that through you know like it's almost So maybe that's changed that ripple on those two guys' life now. Yeah, I hope so. I really do. Like I hope that in some way something happened that will help them in some small way, maybe even a big way of a realisation that their life path and journey doesn't have to be like that, that they have more options and opportunities if they make good choices or if they have that awareness or if they allow that to come through. Yeah, because... No doubt they've come from a situation and a life and a lifestyle and the conditioning of a lower vibrational frequency that's led them to think that it's fun to take other people's car for a joyride and then go torture in the bush so exactly and it's almost like that disrespect for other people's lives and property as well like again it's like that lack of i mean again it's disconnection disconnection with only disconnection within themselves could see that it was you know like it was even possible to take someone else's you know car and again that's why it's like we have to integrate back into connection again and this is where I even say to people I mean people can do the most horrible things but hate creates more hate you know anger creates more anger the only antidote is is we have to love those that have disconnected those that have chosen a pathway that you know that is on disconnection and it just creates more disconnection for themselves and others we have to link the bridge back to them to to love and it doesn't mean they get away with what they did it just means on an energetic level we have full empathy that this soul has become separated from themselves because really you can only do stuff that is out of alignment with other people if you're separated from your own self because you yourself like the more you're connected to yourself the more oneness you feel in yourself you don't want to do anything to harm anyone and you would never speak from anyone because it's like taking and harming yourself. So, yeah. Yeah, I agree. I agree 100%. And I think one thing you've said there is like hate breeds more hate, anger breeds more anger. That's why I think I felt no need to express that, even though these people did wrong by me. I felt like I don't need to go and do a massive torrent of anger and hate and whatever against people or a certain, I don't know, I'm just going to say a certain kind of person, blah, blah, blah. I have no need to express that. There is nothing in me that can express that. I see no value in expressing that. And I think that's, for me, that was really profound as well, like just to sense and tune into this whole entire scenario that was going on. And it just still blows my mind, like when I come back to it, how everything, you know, I knew within myself, as soon as it happened, it was like, I better book in with Kerry for healing. Because that's how I see my life. I see my life as being the integration of these three amazing aspects of myself. I'm physical and mental, and I'm like energetic. and it's important to bring it all in to integrate the whole. Like I did the mindset work with Nikki and she really supported on helping to regulate my nervous system and helped me understand this shift and change that I was moving into. But I knew on another level that there is energy that has to be shifted here because this is not normal for me, you know. And I'm so glad you've come on today to talk about that because I'm sure it's going to pique other people's curiosity and I hope as well, like you said, through meditation or contemplation reflection that maybe gets them to question their own health and well-being and how they're feeling and how they interact with things and perhaps seek out an energy healing of some sort to bring themselves back into this wholeness bring integrate whatever it is that they need to or I guess you know and also in other words like just make peace with experiences in life and things like that and for you to explain like how this all relates into the bigger journey of life that we're on I think it's just so helpful because I'm sure if I'd walked around town saying oh yeah I was experiencing parallel life don't worry I'm fine people be like what the hell is she talking about and that's something it's such a like it's a very you know like it takes you to be really at a higher awareness to kind of spot what's going on doesn't mean that you wouldn't notice if you were you know like if we could say your day-to-day person they're gonna be us something just doesn't feel right with me today or this doesn't feel like my life like it is kind of that is a good way to kind of interpret that something needs to be processed here. Yeah, absolutely. And I just feel like the message that I would like to say is tune in and ask yourself, you know, is this normal for you? Is this how you're wanting to feel and explore and just be curious and open and explore other modalities, other ways of healing, other forms of healing, because it's going to help you in the long run to. Like you said, come into wholeness to, I want to say like meet your soul's journey you know to do the work in this lifetime otherwise you've got to pack it in a bag and take it into the next one and gosh sometimes you don't get to take excess baggage right luggage allowance gets costly it does and it gets costly on our health and then again always look at the body as well like what is the body kind of like with all these different health conditions that people can have and again this is even mental health it's like what you know what is my body trying to tell me here like what is it trying to show me what is it trying to communicate with me absolutely yeah and enough enough I feel like everything can be healed because literally all it is we are a manifestation of energy and that energy comes out in frequencies so it's just I think I've explained this before it's almost like you could look at like a how something like music if it's if it's you know the chords not tightened or you know it's a little bit out of tune it doesn't play right so you can literally just look at parts of you that have held a different frequency it's created just something that's become out of tune. And we just need to put that back into balance and again the only way to do that sometimes is just to look it right on in the face and be like okay this is what i'm feeling this is what i'm experiencing but what is this where is it even coming from is it me today is it me yesterday where is he needs this and as soon as we start to ask questions even if we don't feel like we're getting an answer the answer will start to come it almost starts to unpack naturally when we start asking questions about things. Yeah absolutely and it all starts with questions doesn't it like if you ask yourself a very good question you're going to get a very good answer so yeah when you listen when you listen when you listen when you listen yeah okay so do you reckon we've addressed everything that we've needed to I think you wanted to go on did you want to talk about quantum leaps and then a shamanic death as well or oh yeah okay sure well with the quantum leaps I think you wanted to just know like how would we even look at that how do we even define that yeah and again we can almost even say quantum leaps can happen with just a big aha moment so when you're going through a spiritual journey and you're having sometimes it can even happen from a healing like when you would have had a big like oh my goodness I get it it's like that big aha moment where it's like the whole all the jigsaw pieces seem to come together yeah how I would kind of bring in a quantum leap of a feeling It would be an aha where it's like everything starts to make sense so much that that level of integration of wisdom and knowingness almost jumps you from one place within your reality to another vibration. And we could almost look at that as a dial on the radio station as well, where it's like you are just playing at this vibration. And then it's like, oh, my God, does that all make sense? That links to this, that links to that. and you have this huge aha and then all of a sudden you're vibrating at this completely new frequency that can never be changed again you can only go up from there and that's those big quantum leaps and they completely feel like they change you from one moment to the next you feel completely different from that epiphany so that's what I would kind of explain as a quantum leap to come through and this can happen a lot within healing sessions that you have that huge epiphany and then you're then your whole emotional process and your mental processes come from a different level of consciousness and I feel like this is very even similar to what you'd even call the shamanic death the shamanic death is almost like it focuses more on the part that was you know the part that had to die almost the part that was that vibration what we say that was there that we shifted up to up here then there's that bit doesn't even need to exist anymore and it starts It doesn't need to exist. So that shamanic death is the death of the old self, the version of you that was at that different vibration that had those patterns of maybe behavior, forms and emotions. That then just doesn't need to be there anymore. And it is, it becomes like a death because it doesn't need to exist anymore. Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah. But yeah, so they're very similar. I would say they're very similar, but it's almost like when I think into quantum leap, I'm more focusing on the actual boom, I'm over here and this is all my new integration. When I think of the word of sharmic death, I'm almost reconciling everything that was the old self that is now gone. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. That would make sense. and actually when you're talking about the quantum leap as well like quantum leaps as you've just said can be big or large depending on what you've worked on in that energy sense so i know just that i think what you said that realization or the the epiphany like i think there's been plenty of times i've had healings with you and i'm like oh that makes so much sense now there's a little leap in that sense there's a little leap there's a little leap and then sometimes they're bigger ones and then sometimes they're smaller ones but the shamanic death is literally letting go of that old identity that old way of being in a sense and that you're shifting into a new integration of self yeah it's almost like we don't even really need to even hold too much attention on the shamanic death because that just becomes a natural process that just falls away when you just get into the integration of the wisdom yeah I feel like when you talk about that just letting it fall away i must feel like here in broome we have lots of palm trees and you watch how palm trees grow there's always something from the center and then the old palms that are on the outer side they're the ones that fall down and fall out and they die and they the ones that fall off so that the new shoots everything's always coming up and out up and out up and out so that's what i'm kind of visualizing there is like this plant and as the old parts are falling away it's the old leaves that are just well the old palm branches that are falling off the tree so it keeps going up and up and up and up. Yeah, I just keep growing and that's the perfect analogy of it there. Yeah, absolutely. Kerry, I just want to say thank you so much for coming on to the Alchemy Mindset podcast to talk all about this experience that I've gone through and to really shine some clarity and some more meaning and understanding as to what parallel lives are, how they happened, past lives, quantum leaping, shamanic deaths and the importance of coming back to wholeness and self. In all this amazing shifts and times that we're experiencing here on this planet and as human beings. So again, I just want to say thank you so much for tying in this trilogy of episodes to basically help explain everything. So to the listener who heard the first episode, I'm not going mad. Yes, we can always make sense of stuff when we look at all angles. So yeah, yes, absolutely. So thank you so much. How can the listeners get a hold of you? Is there anything that you wanted to share with them? So yeah, you can get a hold of me on my website, which is multidimensionalquantumhealing.com. And there's, yeah, it's just all basically one big long word when you type it in. And I'm also on Facebook and on Instagram. I'm not massive on social media. You can also send me an email if you have any questions at kerry.white at outlook.com. But yeah all my sessions are on my website and you can book in by my calendar if you want to work on see if you've got any parallel lives yourself any past lives and any current stuff that's kind of you know just weighing you down we'll look into liberation and oneness so yeah and that's where you can reach me amazing thank you so much for coming on the show carrie so greatly appreciate you being here i'm sure there'll be another session another time that i'll have you come back to talk about more amazing energy healing multi-dimensional quantum healing all those amazing things that you are so talented and gifted and specialize in have a fabulous day and thank you again thank you bye.